Oh mah god, Becky...

Look at her butt...

At what point does a date stop being a date? 

I had a date last night with, let's call him R, that lasted a reallllllly long time. When I say really long time, I mean I didn't leave until 5:30. That's the second time that's happened too. 

Now I'm not complaining, and this definitely shouldn't read as such. R and I have an amazing time together. We are able to have these really deep, soul defining conversations, then watch the Simpsons. He has made me realize things about myself that no one else has. 

I should say at this point that he and I have been friends for a really long time; 4 years to be exact. It was only in the last week or so that we have really started the dating process. We consider ourselves to be best friends that just kinda fell for each other. 

Is that even the right way to say that? The feelings of affection and admiration have been there for a long time as well. It's not like the falling for each other was sudden. I've felt this way about him for several years. We never dated due to distance. 

Geezus I've just poured my soul out to my blog... Writing is usually the easiest way for me to process things. Maybe this all just needed saying?

Midnight Musings

Good evening my darlings! Did you miss me?? Of course you did :) Here is a list of happenings in my life this far:

-Moved out of my parents house! Now I have my own big girl apartment. 

-Got a job in the Dallas area! Big city girl now!

-Broke up with Carlos. Unfortunately the move caused lots of strain and he started turning into a major asshat. He was so mean and snotty before I moved. 

-Pursuing someone previously mentioned on my blog :) Yep, that's right ladies and gents... That lovely friend I mentioned several times? Now that I'm in Dallas, we can make an attempt at dating! Finally!

-Becoming comfortable in my skin. It's an ongoing process... Always has been. Thanks to aforementioned boyfriend material, accepting my loveliness is getting easier. 

-MS still isn't an official diagnosis, but with medication my symptoms are under control. No more weakling bladder!

-Chopped my hair off again! If you follow me on IG (which you totes should) you've seen my new, fierce locks. 

-Finally quit waitressing... It needed to happen. I was dying. 

That's what's up with me!! Hopefully big girl apartment means more time for teh blog :)