I'm sitting here at my computer at work... And I'm stuck..
What the hell am I going to talk about today?
Does anyone really even want to read about what I have to say?
Am I deluding myself into thinking that people care more about my opinions than they really do?
Why in the hell am I even keeping this blog?
What the hell is the point of me being here?
Does anyone actually read this damn thing?
|Yep.. This exactly.|
I tend to base my self worth on whether people like me or not. And I gauge how much people like me on the most ridiculous and arbitrary things. I'm a terribly insecure person and I know that this is something that is fueled by my wonderful seratonin imbalance.
|If only I can remember this|
Don't worry... I'm not actually going anywhere. And I know that some people read the blog and others don't. I'm not so narcassitic to think that I'm everyone's favorite blogger. I'm just feeling a tad whiney today. Mom and I had a particularly difficult conversation this morning about my bio father which put a bit of a damper on my mood.
Until next time blogosphere, stay sane.
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